相信这会是我在Prelims（甚至A Levels）之前的最后一个post吧！呵呵~~有时真的没劲儿动“笔”写blog。非要等到自己思绪万千之时方才有感而发，通过这个渠道来宣泄心中的感慨。

近几个星期来我心情一直都很低落，根本无心读书应付来临的大考。有时期盼得到朋友们的洞悉关怀，但希望总一次次地落空。其实他们是帮不了我的，因为我自己也不知道我真正想要得到些什么。或许我的多愁善感只是“少年不识愁滋味”的无病呻吟，但我却摆脱不了这段日子以来所积累的郁闷。

因为某些缘故而光顾了婧榕的blog，令我有点诧异，没想到婧榕竟是个如此in 的人。我不禁对于自己无法了解朋友的精神世界而感到万分的不安。

但游览婧榕blog却让我有了意外的收获。请看看以下摘来的片段吧：

[Received this email from one of my friends:

"Hi, I just came across this very touching local love story! Joanna is a 17 years old student in National Junior College. Like any other Singaporeans, she lives in a HDB flat and eats at coffeeshop. But she believes that she has a curse: She believes that whatever negative things that she said will come true. Jacky, a classmate of Joanna, believes that Joanna is not suffering from any “curse”. He believes that Joanna is just suffering from some mental illness. When their paths crossed, a touching love story began. Read their bittersweet love story at http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm ! Over ten thousand readers in Singapore had read their story: now it’s your turn!You can watch the video trailer of the story at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wIDRtEOLWiU "

Read the first chapter le. It's quite nice. Gonna continue to read this story after my exams. ]

这部小说确实写得不错，我读了后也深深地被感动了。如此凄美的爱情故事，虽非惊世骇俗之作，但其大胆的构思却令我赞叹不已。然而，让我更为惊叹的却是同个作者Low Kay Hwa的另一部作品，"A Photogenic Life"。这本书在内容上的深度让我震撼了许久，同时也引发了我对人生、人性的思考，无形中也加深了我内心的惆怅。原来我们的生活都正如一个人为照相所摆的pose一般虚假。效果究竟是完美的photogenic image？抑或只是可怕的面具？就让我们一起尾随主人公Lindy进入她的内心世界吧... ...

在此我摘取了书中一些发人深省的话：

"There is a very indistinct difference between not remembering and forgetting: When we don’t remember, the memory still lingers at the back of our mind, threatening to pulse on us anytime. When we forget, we just don’t remember."

"How fragile is life? Strong enough to keep us alive, yet weak enough to kill us."

有兴趣就去读吧。我本身一定会去订购这两本书的。夜深了，再见... ...

Ng Gim Thia 黄锦程
A.D. 24th February 1990 06:06 | 农历庚午年正月廿九日卯时
Horse 马
Pisces 双鱼座

Hwa Chong Institution (College Section) :: 华侨中学 (高中部)

Chinese Orchestra 华乐 | Erhu 二胡 | Gold (with Honours) 07
Huang Cheng Ye Yun 黄城夜韵 | Photography 摄影
Hua Yun 华韵 | Artistic Design 美术
LEP 语特/华苑文林 | Logistics I/C 总务 | Class CLL Rep
Artemis | Blue | Dolphin | Goddess of the Hunt and the Wild
07S61 | Orientation 07 CT Flag Competition CHAMPION | CNY 07 Combined Flag-Lantern Competition CHAMPION

Hwa Chong Institution (High School Section) :: 华侨中学 (中学部)

Chinese Orchestra 华乐 | Erhu 二胡 | Gold (with Honours) 05
Aphelion 汇聚共识联 | Rocket | 'Building Bridges, Realizing Dreams'
4B'06 | 3B'05 | 2D'04 | 1A'03

St. Anthony's Primary School :: 圣安东尼小学
6-2'02 | 5-2'01 | 4-1'00 | 3-1'99 | 2-1'98 | 1-1'97